..:: Let it out ! ::..

I see a significant decrease in Frienster user o.O~

Just a short survey, please comment/reply to this post if you read this.

Wanted to estimate the range of traffic I can reach with Friendster.

I had moved to http://vagabond.vrien-den.com … plz visit my new blog ther~

So, it is 3.47am now and I am still blogging… crazy? I guess so… I was kinda forget when is the last time I sleep before 12am… Atleast 2 weeks straight… I had been sleep at 1am or 2am or even 4am… What am I up too? Nothing… online.. doing this and that… just trying to keep myself busy… make myself exhausted… so I can go to sleep straightaway…. without thinking much…

Well, yesterday went to a furniture shop to see sofas… saw lotsa real good design one but really expensive… some even reach B$13,000+… *gulp*… so I realise how important it is to earn lotsa money next time… I must provide a good and relax life for my ‘future darling wife’… LoL… and of course my mom too… the two women I luv the most.. ^^ So, let’s work hard from now onwards!

Don’t really know what else to say… plus that I afraid you all out there had not enough time to read this posts lo…. So, guess I will stop here for today… Nitez… or should I say morning? almost 4am now… and I can feel the tiredness in me… wonder how long my body wil last… gonna die faster I guess.. exposed to radiation for 12 hours aday.. sleep damn late at 1-4am… my body is degrading fast man… leave it… bah.. cya ppl.. tata!~

Sincerely,
IngSiang,
Vagabond.

This is a really really touching real first love story which I found from a forum… It makes me cry man… well.. probably is because I felt so much alike with it… maybe it could explain what I couldn’t… this is true love… something you all might not able to imagine… some might say the author is very 夸张… but I do believe in him… because I simply had the same thoughts, feelings and experience… as him… enjoy it… nice story afterall… although it is abit too loong… anyway, believe me… please take some time to read it… I vouch it will wet your eyes… atleast I did… =)

男孩又一个人来到这个公园，想起以前和女孩在这里的点点滴滴，男孩不禁悄然泪下，还记得他们相识的时候，那时男孩和女孩在一个学校，而且在一个楼，每天男
孩都故意从女孩的班级门前走过，为的就是看女孩一眼，女孩却从没看过男孩。那天下午，男孩终于在MSN上对女孩表达了自己的心愿，紧接着，男孩和女孩每天都
用手机发信息，他们相处的很愉快。男孩还清楚的记得，是在10月15日。女孩终于答应做他的女朋友了，男孩非常高兴，这是男孩的初恋！

男孩很珍惜有女孩在身边的日子。女孩很任性，男孩总是照顾她，爱她，宠着她， 而做这些事，男孩都觉得很值得。就算女孩再怎么不
开心，男孩都想尽办法哄她。即使是女孩子的不对，男孩照样说是自己不对，然后每次女孩子都原谅了男孩，男孩心里知道，女孩子是爱自己的！开学后，男孩和女
孩不在一个楼上学了，可是男孩对女孩的爱却更加深了，男孩无微不至的照顾着女孩，女孩也一点点感受到了男孩的真诚，开始对男孩的爱有些懂得了。女孩买了一
对情侣手链，对男孩说：“有个人对我很好，这个手链是我答应送他的，除非他先摘下来，否则我永远都不会摘的！”男孩听了这些，很伤心，也很生气，真的很生
气，可他还是耐心的和女孩子说：“不要戴好吗？我会很伤心的！我的爱还不及他吗？”可是女孩子什么都没说。难道自己的爱真的不及那个人吗？男孩子伤心极
了！第二天，女孩把男孩叫到自己楼门口，让同学送给男孩一个袋子，里面装了一个手链和一张纸条，纸条上写着：我说的那个好人就是你！男孩这才明白，原来女
孩是在和自己开玩笑的。男孩更加珍惜女孩的存在，男孩渐渐发现，自己有些离不开女孩了，其实从他们在一起的第一天，男孩就没想过要分开，他真的很爱女孩，
也愿意一辈子受在女孩的身边照顾她，男孩最大的心愿就是和女孩一起走完今生的路。 

男孩每天都戴着那个手链，每当看到它，男孩就会想起女孩。只有女孩才能给男孩爱的感觉。一次，男孩看见一对老人在打羽毛球，那个奶奶还
会责备爷爷穿的少，男孩看到这一幕，想了很多很多，人生最大的幸福不就是和自己心爱的人过完这一生吗？如果自己老的时候也能和女孩这样那该多好啊！男孩立
刻给女孩发信息，把刚刚自己看到的告诉女孩。女孩向来不相信天长地久的爱，男孩记得女孩说过；早晚要分开，干嘛相信。男孩经常想起这句话，每当想起，就是
一阵心痛，而每次也都在心里暗暗发誓，一定要让女孩忘记这句话，让女孩一辈子跟着自己。女孩看完男孩发的信息，回了一句：“嘿嘿  你真像小孩子呀！”男
孩不知道自己该开心，还是该伤心，她怕女孩的意思是：那根本不可能。

那次学校放假，男孩和女孩约好去滑冰，女孩说自己很喜欢滑冰，要男孩去学，学好后教她，男孩哪里会滑冰啊？他开始发愁，只好硬着头皮去
陪女孩，滑冰的时候，男孩紧紧的牵着女孩。那是他第一次牵她的手，也是他第一次牵一个女孩的手，那一刻，男孩在心中默默的祈祷时间会凝固，这样男孩就可以
一直牵着女孩了。男孩体会到了什么是真正的快乐。真正的快乐就是能和自己心爱的人在一起。那是他们第一次一起出来玩。男孩铭记在心！每次记起来，都会很开
心！

又过了一阵子，女孩终于答应中午和男孩出来散步了。男孩每天中午都不吃饭，陪着女孩去离学校很近的那个公园散步，那阵子，每天中午男孩都很开
心，虽然有些饿，但男孩一点抱怨都没有！甚至一天中最期待的就是中午。他们常去岸边的一条旧船里，看着湖里那些游泳的人。湖边常会有些不穿衣服的老人来回
走，每当这时，男孩就会捂着女孩的眼睛，很尴尬的笑着，那时的笑真的很纯洁，没有任何杂质的笑，他们真的彼此很相爱。男孩之前没交过任何女朋友，所以不太
懂得怎样爱一个人，可男孩还是努力去好好爱她，虽然有时男孩很笨，会惹女孩子生气，可男孩从没放弃过她，也从没想过要放弃。男孩把自己的爱毫无保留的都给
了女孩。每当和自己的朋友们提起女孩，男孩都会很幸福的笑着。很幸福的笑……

那时的他们每天晚上都通电话，开始时男孩有些紧张，因为之前男孩打过最长的一个电话是和同学问作业，打了三分钟。而现在，和女孩一打就是一个小时，可后来
男孩却很珍惜这一个小时，他们什么都聊，聊学校里发生的有趣的事。聊彼此对对方的感受，聊他们的爱！聊只属于他们两个人的世界！男孩对女孩说：到了高中我
也爱你！好吗？女孩不太肯定，她说男孩到了高中男孩会接触到其他更好的女孩子，女孩不强求男孩一直陪着自己。男孩听了这些有点不高兴，难道女孩还没明白
吗？在男孩心中，她的位置已经无可取代了！可是之后女孩又发来信息：只要我们能这样在一起到我18岁，我就跟你，如何？男孩当然说好，那时，一粒叫“责
任”的种子就在男孩心中种下了！男孩心想，一定不会让女孩后悔。

一天晚上，男孩给女孩发信息，内容是男孩改编了铁达尼号的对白，女孩看后竟然哭了，她给男孩的信息里说：我也想过好久，只要到了高中，
只要你还爱我，我就陪着你。男孩看了这条信息，很感动，很感动。男孩到了高中当然还会爱着她。之后他们通电话，男孩给女孩讲自己在网上看到的故事，是两只
小猪的爱情。虽然是编的，不过依然很感人。女孩子在电话的那边，再一次哭了，男孩听到女孩的哭声，慌了起来，他还不知道是怎么回事，慢慢男孩才明白，女孩
是真的感动了！就这样，女孩一边哭，男孩一边安慰她，男孩又说了一些藏在心底已久的话。他告诉女孩自己有多爱她，有多么想和她在一起一辈子。那真是个美好
的夜晚。男孩永远都不会忘记的！那晚的承诺，男孩要用行动去证明。他一定要让女孩相信有天常地久的爱情！有海枯石烂的誓言！

那时的他们，每天中午都很小心，他们怕父母会看到，因为毕竟没有一位家长希望自己的孩子早恋。男孩很理解，每当过马路，男孩总是站到离
女孩很远的地方，到了公园里，他们又走到一起。男孩有时也很困惑，他们这个年纪难道就不会有真正的爱情吗？为什么老师和家长一再的反对呢？男孩到是经常想
自己快点长大，好能和自己心爱的女孩真正的在一起！那样就可以正大光明的爱女孩了！

天渐渐的冷了，男孩总是叮嘱女孩照顾好自己。让她别冻着。男孩还买了一个热水袋送给女孩，并告诉女孩自己学着灌水，睡觉之前暖暖手，这一点一滴
真挚的爱都是男孩心甘情愿付出的。男孩从来不会要求女孩的回报多么多么好！因为在男孩觉得爱就应该付出，为了自己最爱的人付出。那是一种快乐啊！没有什么
比女孩的开心更重要的了！

男孩送给女孩一个玉锁，男孩听说那是避邪的，他真心希望女孩这一辈子都平平安安。看着女孩开心的样子，除了感觉到幸福外，男孩也在心里对自己说：即使自己受再大的苦，也不让女孩受一点委屈，他实在太爱她了！爱的有些无法自拔！爱的好深好深！

女孩很可爱，小脸胖胖的，男孩最喜欢用手捧着女孩的脸，那种感觉，是男孩以前从没体会过的，也许这就是幸福的滋味吧？那天中午，他们又约
好一起去公园散步。因为是秋季，天气很冷，又是那个岸边，女孩对男孩说自己很冷，男孩伸出双臂，轻轻的抱着女孩。那是他第一次抱她，男孩又体会到了爱的感
觉。顷刻间，男孩有种冲动，想去吻她，那一刻，幸福的瞬间。男孩的唇，轻轻的印在女孩的脸上。然后男孩闭上眼睛，抱的有些紧了，他怕有一天女孩会不爱她，
他怕会失去女孩！因为他真的爱她好深啊！这，也是男孩第一次亲吻一个女孩子。

所有的付出，男孩都不求女孩多么强烈的回报，他只希望女孩可以一直在他身边，那样男孩就心满意足了！

冬天到了，男孩和女孩再次来到这个公园，地上早已积了厚厚的一层雪，他们在那里互相打着雪球，并且两人在那里堆了两个雪人，一个是男孩，
一个是女孩。两个雪人站在一块心形状的雪地里。代表他们的爱情。看到女孩冻的发红的小手，男孩很心疼，用自己的手去温暖她。女孩撒娇的把手放在男孩的脖子
上，尽管男孩很冷，可是看着她暖暖的样子，男孩反而把自己的手也搭在女孩的手上，让女孩的手很快就暖和多了！走到那片树林，树上面也落了一层白白的雪，女
孩让男孩站在树下，自己摇着树，一下子，树上的雪全都落在了男孩的头上，男孩成了雪人。两人就这样开心的笑着。两人的脸上洋溢着幸福的笑容。

然而上天并没有满足男孩的愿望，又是一天中午，同样的公园，同样的岸边，女孩对男孩说：我们分开吧！原来女孩的哥哥知道了他们的事，女孩怕她哥哥会找男孩
的麻烦，所以要和男孩分开，男孩告诉女孩说自己不怕，可女孩还是没有答应。男孩本来拿了两个苹果准备与女孩一起分享，可是听到这句话，男孩把一个苹果给了
女孩，而另一个，男孩重重的摔了出去，然后男孩跑开了……

男孩始终不肯接受这个事实，回到班，竟然当着全班同学和老师的面哭了出来。哭的很伤心很伤心！男孩子的眼泪可不是那么容易就落下来的！男孩之前
没为任何人哭过，也很少哭。平时同学们看见男孩都是男孩开心的样子，他们是第一次看见男孩哭。男孩是那样无助，那样难过……

他想尽了一切可能挽回的办法。可是，任凭男孩怎么做，女孩都不肯回到他身旁。男孩的心碎了，女孩告诉他，这只是短暂的离别，到了18岁
再完成那些承诺吧！男孩想到以后自己不能再是她的男朋友，想到自己不能再给她打电话，想到不能再照顾她，心里又是一阵一阵的痛，那种痛在当时每次想起女孩
或看见女孩时都会发作，痛起来，真的很难受！男孩从他们在一起的第一天就一直对女孩很好，而且从没减少过。现在突然失去了最重要的人，这叫男孩怎能受的了
呢？男孩只能每天发着呆，只能一个人去那个公园，一个人想着那些过去的美好。陪伴男孩的，只有眼泪和心碎。男孩经常问自己：爱是为了痛吗？为什么上天安排
他们相遇，又要安排他们分离？      

为了自己最心爱的人，男孩决定等待！这么做什么都不为，只因为他爱她！一句简单而又最真心的话。男孩买了一本日历，把他们有过的那些美好在哪一
天就记的清清楚楚。并且在每一页都写着：“很爱很爱你！”做好了这本他们“爱的纪念册”男孩就把它送给了女孩，并告诉女孩自己愿意等她！

男孩喜欢上一首歌，是孙燕姿的《开始懂了》。男孩经常一个人唱着：“相信你只是怕伤害我，不是骗我，很爱过谁会舍得，把我的梦摇醒了，宣布幸福
不会来了。”男孩到真的很希望这是一场梦，因为梦醒了，男孩还可以继续爱着女孩。可这不是梦，是事实。他们这一分开，至少要几年吧！

男孩问女孩，到了高中我们还在一起好吗？大概女孩也舍不得男孩，女孩同意了。这让男孩的心得到些许安慰。付出的爱终于还只是逗号。男孩知道，等
女孩上高中时自己高二，也就是说还要等到一年半，男孩发誓这一年半不交任何女朋友，只为女孩等待，并且答应女孩每周写一封信给她。因为男孩明白，如果他们
没分开，这一年半可能很快过去，但是他们分开了，所以一年半的时间也许会让他们的感情变淡。男孩不想他们的感情变淡，所以每周写一封信给她。可男孩还是会
经常想她。男孩还是那么爱她。这些爱只能先存起来了。等到一年半以后，他们再次在一起的时候再表达出来。

男孩从想象中回过神来，公园里的人们说着，笑着，闹着，惟独男孩一个人在等待着。手机里的音乐又在唱到：想回到过去，试着让故事继续，至少不再让你离我而去……这样挽留不只还来不来的及，想回到过去……

哭过以后眼泪还是不停的流！女孩啊！你可知道最爱你的人是多么的痛苦啊！他真的为你付出了好多！他真的只希望你能一直陪在他身边！他真的会好好爱你啊~女孩啊~你要记住你们爱的誓言啊！他真的很爱很爱你！

故事的最后，男孩和女孩还是永远的分开了，男孩含着泪对女孩说再见。决定放弃的那一刻我哭了，因为我还爱你！叶子，受了委屈随时可以回来啊！我的心随时等着你靠岸！

Hello everybody! Haha, years since I last blogging =P

Just realize that hours ago and had decided to rearrange few of my blogs, included another blogger blog in progression. I had changed quite a few stuffs in this blog and hope this could bring a ‘fresh-er’ feel for my readers or visitors or friends or whoever.

As most of you had already know, I had been working with my website almost full-time, that is, atleast 10-12 hours infront of the computer, online and doing stuffs. It is fun and I enjoy it more than anything else. Hmmm, was pretty excited and can wait to carry out all the plans in my head ^^ Many had been worry about my eye-sight, but, I rather had my eye-sight ruin, than having my soul and body hurt. Don’t understand? Nevermind… Well, one reason I don’t wanted to blog before this is, I am aware that I might grow depress as I blog, and start talking nonsense… But now, I guess it is time for me to be myself ^^ After keeping myself busy, didn’t go school… doing all sort of stuffs just to run away… That’s NOT ME! Definitely not…

Sigh… Bad result make me felt guilty but was lucky that mom didn’t scold me. Is it wise for me to change environment? I have no idea about life… Vrien-Den is my only 精神支柱 at the moment… without it… I will definitely callapse… So, right now, I am investing all my time in it, despite what the others might said about it…

Well, I aint sure what kind of face should I really show to the others… Happy? or sad? Maybe the ‘rest’ don’t even mind? Heh~

Like XiaoTingz, I guess it is time for another ‘resurrection’… need to reorganize life and plan what to do next… Life shouldn’t stop here…

Right now, I was trying to make friends and study the first priority of mine… but it is really tough for me… as you know… I am simply ‘that’ kind of person… But I really can’t bare to love anymore… atleast not now… but… nothing…

Guess that’s enough for a brief summary of my recent mood and stuffs… Next post shall starts with my daily life… Hope ya all enjoy reading… Thanks…

Sincerely,
IngSiang,
Vagabond.

so av1 had been complainin me for being damn inactive in this blog? haha… well… me in cuz hse nw so wass thinkin of postin up a blog for fun.. hehe… tests’ over n i m still sad.. haha.. felt like i m nt myself anymore.. LOL~ anyway.. i havent get my espeed back so ppl.. plz wait for another few days or week… then i wil progresss wif vrien-den n of course this blog 2.. i promise… n for some few out ther… no worries bout me… juz prety fed up wif i m lazy say out ther bla bla… huh? nth.. haha… kek dao? this is juz a s2pid post.. btw… if more than 10 ppl comments 2 shw dat this blog cn get ya ppl attention… i will con’d blog.. hehe.. cya ppl! n sry for those which i had been bad 2… sry…. tata~

well.. wat cn i said? had been thinkin lots bout luv recently.. negleted frenships n hmwk… n bzy helpin chers wif stuffz till no free time at all… nw its 5.30am n i still haf stuffs 2 be done b4 goin school later.. STOP! i gt sleep juz nw… frm 8.30pm to 4am.. coz didnt really get a gud sleep for years… so yesterday nite suddenly felt v tired n loose grips n felt exhausted… on9 since 4am juz nw… tryin 2 get a personalised gift but, either i cnt find any gud 1.. or they only ship 2 UK bla bla.. -.-"

well… i cnt really read blogs or testify any1 recently.. although i juz browse thru all those of u ppls juz nw… n cnt help any frenz of mine whose in troubles.. as usually i will… but then nw.. cnt even save myself.. hw 2 help ppl? s2pid..-.-"

somewat.. i m startin 2 worry bout my study…not a prob 2 me since the yr starts.. prolly had been losing my targets n motivation by dat tyme.. as i repick my targets n motivations nw.. it seems like i had alot 2 catch up.. hmm.. gona spend 2 months catchin up wat i didnt get 2 in 6 months.. -.-" crap… oh ya.. interested in computing science n all the other courses about computer after i went 2 the education fair.. nvr forget my greatest target on my career : take over brunei ISP… JK~ crap~ well.. i wanna understand more bout law, bussiness n accounting, engineering too… still considering… bt my 1st interest shud be in computer.. esp graphics designin n web programmin n web designin and e-commerce<—money generator -.-" bt it somehw seems so far for the current me.. T__T

well.. i had been black face around pretty much recently? prolly due 2 some probs which bugged me subconciously… dunwan 2 admit over da thing which bugged me thou.. coz i think its unnecessary n s2pid… duh.. so i say "nth.. i m ok" when ppl ask me wtf happened 2 me.. meh~ well.. guess i m nt ready 2 let it out here yet? actually planned 2 tell out everythin here bt then suddenly changed mind..prolly starts 2 felt s2pid bout it again? meh..

gues dats all for nw.. lefted 20 mins 2 complete my stuffs n hand 2 cher later at skol… dats all… tata~ cya…

PS: ppl.. thers no need 2 worry bout me… if i sounds like i m slippin away again o wat… i m juz.. confused atm.. will get thru it after i clean my mind n rest..

Ur smiles melted me… ur hugs warmth me… luv u owayz… jy…

IngSiang AKA cyberkidz

Weeeeeeeeee~ i m here again! ahha. its 1.30am nw n i still dun feel like sleepin.. well.. maybe coz its 2 late liao so no one is chattin wif me.. =( cnt shw my arts 2 em T_T n when no 1 chats wif me.. i haf enuf time 2 post a post <- -  sounds weird -.-"

well… i actually felt kinda moody since afternoon till 11 juz nw… bt then somwat new hopes arise n make me gt abit mood again.. hope 2 meet you-know-who-she-is on9!~ ( bt she didnt.. LOL~ we didnt "jiang hao" thou.. ) ^^ n then i starts 2 make logos again.. LOL~ somwat when u get inspirations… ur mood will bcum gud! ^^ ahha.. n i did 1… for vrienden again.. juz 1st draft.. so commentz r welcome!! well.. i named it ‘ rejected logo’ bcoz i think it sucks when i completed it.. so i showed tingz n she said its cool.. bt needa some improvement… so erm.. i guess u all could judge it~ LOL~ after doin this… while waitin for new inspiration.. some wild n carzy thoughts attacked me! n i come out wif a logo which makes me LMAO!! could i put it here? coz thers some "tut" thingy.. haha.. ROFL~ nw i cnt stop laughin.. i did 3 in total.. all nutty n s2pid logo/cartoon.. LOL.. eazy 2 do 1~ ^^ once agai, comm3nt plz! ^^

well… 2day i went 2 the mall.. actually i planned 2 went wif some1… bt somehw she cnt make it.. so i join wif ETeng they all.. thers ET, XT, lipiang, Engyun, jason, sam n may yan.. well… i guessed they enjoyed it.. bt i think i erm.. didnt.. haha.. bt i didnt regret goin thou.. dunno y.. =p i went at 10.. no 1 ther.. toink~ wait till 12.. accidentally met chiew yin n des n chen hoe.. so went havin lunch at "tien tien chicken rice"… then at 1.. i met up wif et they all… i went for an hour of pool… boring… no opponents.. duh… wasted 5 bucks… then went for shoppin awhile n went for movie.. then they asked me if i m goin inside wif em o go wait for "her".. so of course i will choose 2 wait.. LOL~ i had the mr. + mrs smith DVD at home for so long liao.. dun really need 2 watch in cinema again.. ^^ so i went down 2 wait.. wif hopes of course.. LOL~ although i noe the chances is v v small.. =S i wait for sometime.. n suddenly saw some1 wavin.. n its my bro - foo.. LOL~ its great 2 meet him.. we chat alot.. great chances thou.. we tok alot.. well.. bros who didnt chat for months.. of course got lotta n lotta stuffz 2 tok..!! he’s waitin for some1 2 thou.. ^^ n he’s ‘target’ came at 4.. accompany em till 4.15.. n left em.. i aint goin 2 be bulb!-.-" coz i hate bulb.. LOL.. so i m on my mission again.. wait wait… till 4.30.. suddenly i thought of something… if suddenly she came.. shud i be happy o wat? lefted 2o mins.. shud i felt happy kah? or sad? haha.. well.. i dun blaim any1 thou.. juz felt v.. ke xi.. n kinda dissapointed.. no1s fault thou.. ^^ u all out ther.. dun think 2 much o wat.. -.-" its no1s fault! ( 2 make it clear.. ^^).. i didnt regret waitin o goin!! ^^ well.. i wont giv up thou.. haah ^^

after they all fnish watchin the mov at 4.45.. we meet up again n shop around till 6.. n i go home.. LOL.. guess dats all for dat.. ahha.. lotta details 2 be added.. bt suddenly i felt sleepy eh.. ahah.. so gtg soon lo.. so u cn c.. i m startin 2 wrote v erm.. ’surface’.. ahha.. well.. i m goin miri 2molo afternoon.. n came bck in da same day.. coz went ther juz 2 pick sis who juz finish her test.. ^^ n friday gt singin competition.. sien!! practice nia.. =D ahha… walau.. lotta works 2 be finish.. sien ar!! actually planned 2 dun sleep 2nite.. n works on graphix.. bt my eyes cnt tahan.. LOL~ well.. guess dats all~ tata~

J’aime jyz,

ingsiang~

- i luv u ^^ no worries ^^ muahz! Hugz! ^^ -

aight.. when u r happy.. it seems like.. erm.. thers nt much stuffz 2 blog about huh? ( sounds similar? i somehw ever heard this frm someone’s post laz tyme ^^ )… well.. my life had changed dramatically.. since erm.. a month ago? dunno.. since dat tyme.. reunite n bcum frenz again wif my ol’ enemies.. meanin jeff, tkc bla bla.. n even aaron!? cnt believe? LOL.. believe it.. ^^ then erm.. you-know-wat oso bcum better lo.. a lot better! ^^ so nw frenship + u-noe-wat ok liao.. = total happiness n carefree ( nt kotex brand k? -__-" )..

well.. i m nt dat carefree actually… singin competition is buggin me.. i aint participate in it.. bt in fact.. i m 1 of the committee.. sigh.. lotta jobs.. dunwna 2 dissapoint cher.. =( it is so unprepared.. n nw pressured by skolz again.. sigh.. its comin.. less than 2 weeks.. n syet o many stuffs 2 be done.. sigh.. leave it…

another prob.. its only 3 days left 2 skol reopen.. i havent touch any of my hmwk.. bullshyt…. ply 2 much.. n 2molo goin the mall again.. then thursday goin miri.. omg… i would nvr finish em.. mom say she’ll kill me if cher tell her i didnt do my assessments again.. shyt.. -___-" i hate hmwks.. i hate copyin em even more.. felt like it is so useless 4 copyin hmwk.. so rather dun do them…  oh ya… maths cher n prolly eng cher 2 wanted the file when skol reopen? oh well.. die… -___________-"

bout my website? oh man.. every1 is askin bout it.. n i m so paiseh.. didnt do anythin.. duh… sigh.. tok tok tok n nvr works.. sigh… i promise i will start workin frm nw onwards.. need few ppl 2 start pushin n pressurin me.. 1st person : XT ! my advisor.. ^^ well.. juz nw afternoon surf surt surf n wat i did is juz an ugly logo.. anyway.. juz post it here 2 share wif ya all.. comm3ntz plz.. well.. the 3 mascots( the 3 human-like thingy).. represents me , foo n mary.. the 3 partners in formin vrien-den.. n they r holdin hands.. mean unity.. n frenship.. which also represents vrien-den’s meanin n target or keepin all frenz in touch n together.. ^^ hope u ppl like it.. once again… comm3ntz plz.. it looks kinda.. childish thou.. =S  wanna try 2 get some more ‘hi-tech’ feel thingy.. bt i aint gud in drawin.. =S PS: i did this logo in 10 mins.. using a software called ‘ the logo creator v 3.5 ‘.. its a v simple yet powerful prgrams.. which allow u 2 create v cool n nice logos.. all the previous vrien-den logos were created using it… ^^ i cn borrow ya the prog if u wan.. ( dedicated 2 lipiang.. ^^ ) well… if u think thers a better tri-colour combination for the 3 mascots.. bez if completed wif meanins… feel free 2 let me noe.. coz i dun think those colours i used suite.. i simply choose 1.. ahha.. try 2 be nt so choosy~ ^^

well.. gtg soon… its 1am nw.. n mom juz scold me for havent sleep.. duh.. well.. 2molo goin the mall.. hopes 2 meet her.. ^^ n other frenz.. n watch a gud movie.. n everythin goes on smooth as i think.. eyayea.. as if it will … -.-" buh bye! 1 more thingz… my frenz… i m sry if i let ya all down or ignore or left out u ppl recently.. gonna concentrate in something atm.. for those blogs  i didnt comm3nt.. i m owayz readin.. i will comm3ntz soon.. my daily visit goes 2 : XT, ET, lipiang, roxine , patronus, sheeling , weihon, jason, CT, wasien blogs… well.. sry if i left out any.. bt i think dats all.. n prolly few i lefted.. i visit ya all’s blog regularly.. bt didnt comm3nts.. juz 2 let ya ppl noe i m owayz ther for u all.. bt prolly i m 2 bzy,… cnt show off.. sry for dat… gtg.. tata~

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ I AM BACK!!!! LOL~ finallY!!! after 2month of rest~ n hibernation on9~ the on9-ingsiang is bck~ ahha… 2 month sicne i laz blogging!!! weee~ many ppl complain ar~ ahha…. i will go bck hibernation if u ppl didnt comm3nt many many ooooh!! haha… LOL~

well… wat 2 tok bout ler? long time didnt bloggin.. dunno hw 2 begin eh~ ahha.. well.. mom n sis went 2 dinner lo~ so me myself at home.. bloggin n chattin wif 2 nuts = shir + jason~ LOL~ nah.. i m the 1 whose being insane n crazy~ wakakaka~ hmm.. juz nw mornin go skol lo~ for wat? u noe~ ahha… although i had nth else 2 do~ LOL~ then after u-noe-who-she-is go home.. simply go cooperative store n siao around wif jason~ weee~ its kinda cool thou~ bt i still think dat i aint suitable 2 do this type of boring jobs~ ^^

after dat may yan called me 2 go her hse 2 c her pc~ meh.. weird pc~ LOL~ ahha.. then haf some chat n jk around wif eng yun n chia yee n her.. then felt hungry.. =S didnt bring money 2 skol.. so cnt eat.. so decided 2 cook instant noodle~ LOL~ bt who noes may YAM hse same like chung sun hse! only gt mee goreng! no maggi bla bla.. then ask her if gt those raw material required 2 cook a dish.. n she had all of em! so asked her mom n we decide 2 go insane n cook! haha… very fun! LOL~ i be the cook~ * imagine me in apron!! * LOL~ cooked a ugly dark dish.. which turns 2 be.. erm.. nt bad.. LOL~ eng yun is funy… when she is freak out like hell when she saw me addin oil!! LOL~ at 1st.. when i add in the oil wher thers still soem water.. the oil is hot n its boiling n popping!! scary man! LOL~ n after dat we fried soem mee goreng~ hehe.. nt bad for the 1st time i cook~ eng yun dun believe its my precious "1st time"!! T__T so mean~ LOL~ lame~ ahah… after we finish eatin… n clean… jason came~ 2bad~ cnt get 2 taste my masterpiece~ LOL~ nvmind! i m goin 2 practice in this holiday n then will let u ppl be my tester again when skol reopen! ahah… LOL~ sis juz came bck frm miri juz nw.. tough luck she haf!! she’s gonna be my testers.. of my masterpieces!! wakakkaka~ my puppies oso ~ wahhahahaha~ * feeding my puppies wif my masterpeice~ *

hmm.. wat am i up 2 recently? oh well.. relationship stuffz nvr leave me~ LOL~ n bball~ meh~ gonna do homewk soon~ or else mom’s gonna ground me~ LOL~ 2day’z laz day i cn go out for this week.. grounded till nex monday.. =S wth am i stayin home 4? oh well.. atleast it cn earn me some time 2 do website? still tryin =p hope i cn get something soon! haha… well.. i juz got an mtv card yesterday! n its a mastercard.. =p cn be use for on9 purchases eh? nvr noe dat.. bt havent tried b4.. coz i lefted my pin no. ( an envelope wif pin. no. inside) at the baiduri branch at the mall.. ar sien.. gonna go get some other day.. prolly next week when we go watch movie gua.. still havent decide.. LOL~ lotta nice movies comin out recently thou… madagascar, batman begins, mr + mrs smith n initial D~ initial D.. hmm.. gonna watch the driving skills n effects only.. rather than jay chou~ LOL~ ouch! * beat by gangs of jay’s fans.. -.-""  *

well.. guess dats all for 2day? well.. let see.. nw still dun haf the serious mood for feelings stuffz..hehe… so juz post up this crap 2 satisfy u all~ LOL~ feling stuffz comin up soon~ ^^ gud luck every1~

J’aime jing yi,

- T . I n G . S -