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sits 1am nw… i m still here doin nth.. no1s here.. xept engine… dunno wat da heck r she still here up so late~ =p anyway… its a kinda great day 2day… haf some boring periods in da mornin.. n erm… in da afternnon… laz period.. its ben’s laz period in our class.. gud for him.. =p anyway.. he’s nt a bad cher.. n i like the laz thing she let us did.. its something i had been dreamin 2 do once a yr o shorter time wif my frenz.. every1 tellin out da truth.. dats great.. really.. anyway.. lets plan dat some other time… hmm.. ohya~ bio pratical.. failed~ 1 marks out of 5~ pretty gud~ atleast not a 0~ ahah ^^ well.. another cher resent our class? haha.. well.. guessed dat~ its simply a matter of time till the few lefted cher who dun hate our class.. like millie, new a/c cher.. n… cant think of another 1..-.-" wateva.. i dun care.. =p i juz be at my own~ ohya.. my class gonna change sits.. omg.. gues wat!!! dat cher millie put me at da v bck ther! at da left bck corner.. omg.. so far… n guess wat? when i go ask her.. i told her i m short.. n she say u r short? then i stand by chiewying’s side n ask her 2 c.. then she say.. sory.. i thought u r high/nvr noe u r short… -.-" toink… kek dao.. kena suan by cher.. omg..-.-" grrr… i don concern my own sits much thou.. i concern ‘hers’ more.. bt i cant say anythin~ let it be dat way then.. atleast shir’s ther… hmmm.. wat else? juz nw afternoon went 2 tasek wif may yan n yee teng n chung sun… didnt go into da mount.. juz haf a couple of runnin up n down in da shereton uphill ther.. =p due 2 limited time lo~ anyway.. haf some trains.. n my legs is a bit painful nw..=p… shudnt haf plyed bball b4 i go for hiking~ ahha ^^ hmmm.. ohya.. actually planned 2 turn 2 cheeta’s hse 2molo for havin funz n come skol in da afternnon bt unfortunately!!! my mom force me 2 go tutong 2 visit granny.. T___T anyway.. i m nt joinin da farewell party they held for cher ben… well.. i wish him luck thou.. bt i m nt joinin da party coz party is 2 haf fun.. n if i dun haf fun.. it isnt called a party rite? ^^ n i m pretty sure i wont haf fun.. nt wif them? haha.. probably~ ^^ muz study my add maths n chem 2molo n friday or i will be dead!! n all sort of filez n hmwk 2 be done.. omg! a bzy 2 day holiday! -.-" sien… well.. its so damn quiet here nw.. n starts missig missing again.. omg! luckily nw engine starts 2 tok n respond.. atleast nt dat quiet in my mind… phew~ haha… dats all? malas 2 con’d.. so let it be till here then~ tata~

人不痴情枉少年!! hahaa.. saw this on a book.. luv this quote~ =p v nice~ haha.. suites me? dunnoe~ haha.. ^^ cool 1 rite? ahah ^^

人不痴情枉少年!! hahahha…

oh ya… i m prety buzy recently so might nt commenting ya all sitez k? sry.. i will commentz when i m free.. proly after some test 2~ ^^

YO! i m juz at home around an hour b4! come bck frm skol~ after goin tasek lama wif my buddies n bros n plyin bball for a while~ haha^^ well.. my right leg is cramp nw~ bt its way lotta better than las time~ ^^ this time we climb further n faster~ 1 hrs in total hha… ^^ a really great experience!! haha.. coz all bez buddies n old buddies which we rarely hang out wif each other recently.. n da way is kinda steep n dangerous.. =p gt da feeling like adventuring~ ahha ^^ well.. while plyin bball.. my leg start 2 cramp a bit when i jump.. felt dat i grow a bit in my vertical jump? ahah ^^ great~ =p anwyay.. i twist my leg abit when i land frm a shooting.. =p n its a MISS!! urgh..-.-" anyway.. cool experience guy! haha ^^ well.. then i hafta rush out 2 my car coz mom is angry waitin outside.. then ar while rushin.. almost fall down when kicked a brick or wateva it is.. n eteng n sisS n jin hua’s sis spotted it..-.-" kena kek pula~ haha ^^ well.. haerd thers another person who hate a sckers like me do 2? haha ^^ anwyay…. thers 2 new chers in our skol 2day~ great 2 heard dat 1 of em.. da PE cher is frm CHINA! n he’s specialize in BBALL!! oMG! dats great! haha ^^ wana acquire some skillz frm him~ ahah ^^ eiseh~ =p hmmm.. anther POA filipino cher.. kinda old… n erm.. boring classes~ like ong.. omg… bt dun care la~ ^^ da Assembly 2day kinda nice~ ^^ atleast no scoldinz since tiong didnt come~ haha…. ^^ 2day class r funz 2~ =p especially during eng period.. me n chee ta n shir all bullshitz n joke yellowish stuffz~ haha.. FUN!! then erm.. boring period again lo~ during comp.. me n cheeta tried 2 retrieve some skillz he did randomly laz time with nice outcome.. bt failed! omg dats pretty funny when we found out da result..-.-" toink~ ahha ^^ hmmm.. wat else? during lunch break went 2 B class again~ n haf a gud time ther.. same like everytime lo~ ^^ well.. lotta ppl take a look at my baller ID band? ahah.. its pretty new as in brunei.. bt heard dat Eric has something exactly da same ~ ahah cool~ =p borrow 1 2 rasidah n sold 1 2 hua lik.. da ID band comes in 3.. ^^ i might buy another pink 1~ haah.. ^^ gonna get some accessories for myself soon~ ^^ if i didnt found gud jersey or bottom.. =p hafta restock some wrist bandz~ haha ^^ well.. i mentioned bout da lebron shirt i had got frm miri? haha ^^ havent get da chance 2 wear it~ ^^ oso get 2 nwe soda jean shrits~ ahah ^^ a new colour~ =p bt afraid it might seems a bit gay-ish~ coz its somewat a v light blue n green colour.. =p hmmm.. wat else 2 say ar? oh ya.. b4 goin 2 tasek.. we went 2 PE depart 2 c em "lian tie".. cool man~ fakhru n seng cn get 60kg.. n guess wat? izzudin is gettin 110 kg! omfg! omg! dats insane!!!! tony n kelvin they all wanna try.. i might try out 2~ ^^ wanted 2 build up myself~ hah.. be a MAN! haha ^^ dats all for nw? =p welll… smlez alot 2 her recently~ haha ^^ i m on my rebirth way~ ahah.. nt much ppl understand this huh? haha ^^ let it be then~ ^^dats all~ tata~ cya!

yo~ juz come bck frm miri~ ^^ bought 2 soda shirts.. grand salez~ ahha ^^ n a lebron james NIKE shirt 2~ ^^ well.. didnt get any nice sleevesless or bottom thou~ sigh… juz ate a miri kolo mee~ wahhah.. imported eh~ ahah.. hmm.. yesterday nitez went 2 karaoke~ =p sang alot of songz eh~ ahah.. ^^ all new n nice song~ bt i hate my voice..-.-" sang till 2am~ =p n i gulp down atleast haf jug/4 cans of shandy..-.-" n dats filled nt only my stomach bt my mind wif "her" shadows again.. well.. coz its late at nitez.. wanted 2 msg some1 2 tokz.. bt 2 expensive 2 msg frm miri.. haha.. well.. lotta stuffz happen bt no times 2 jot down em here.. =p maybe 2moo? hha.. tata~

well.. juz uploaded 10 graphix~ ^^ bt then erm.. nt names 1… its juz some random artz… well.. thers 1 on my net-nickz : cyberkid.. i applied a simple plastic wrap effect.. bt due 2 da black bg colour n red text colour.. it seems 2 get kinda similar 2 the test effect of the replies believe it o nt.. =p hmmmm… well.. did another light rayz by my own wayz… nt following much of da tutorialz n manage 2 get a nt bad result ^^ n it doesnt looks like spotlight anymore~ ahha ^^ n oso uploaded a tea cup.. with "happy birthday may yan" wording on it.. did for may yan for her bday.. ^^ i think da wording fit on da cup nicely… ^^ bt some says its too 2D.. i dunno.. maybe my eyes nt gud.. ahah.. hmmm.. then the rest is simpyl some random artz i did.. bt erm… guess wat? i did those random arts ( the 1st 6 graphix in da list… )… frm my own pic!! frm my national dayz custome pic! haha.. unbelievable? believe it! crazy 1.. i open my pic.. apply later 2 it.. twist it… change it… blur it bla bla n got all da cool outcome.. ^^ if i haf enuf RAM ( prolly 1 gig… my current is 223mb nia.. -.-" toink~ )… i could haf produced wallpaperz.. sigh.. i tried.. bt cant.. 2 slow.. da processing… cant manage 2 wait.. ahha.. ^^ well.. until nw.. i still kinda freak out by wat i had done frm my pic! haha..

well.. lets say bck wat happened yesterday.. hmmm… yesterday… PE lesson.. long jump~ =p well.. nt inda situation lo.. 3 trialz… n all 3 times i failed 2 step on da board… didnt foul…. bt my result is lower coz i jump earlier… anyway.. 2 out of 3 times i jump wif my left leg.. which is my weaker leg.. next week test long jump.. muz success at da time.. -.-" anyway… my result is 4.5 M… da furthest.. nt bad.. =D haha… then guess wat? our classroom’s key is lost! haha.. heard some1 dropped it during da jumping .. =p KOOOOL experience ya noe! ahah.. some of da classmatez climb into da classroomz thru window.. n pass out all da bagz.. n we go 2 chemis lab 2 haf our lesson~ bt 2 bad.. juz manage 2 get 1 maths D lesson ther.. anyway.. 35 out of 40mins of da lesson we spent waiting for them 2 try out all da keys bt failed 2 open it 2.. haha… then jerry broke da lock of da back door 2 for us 2 get into classes again.. =p… 2 bad ~ haha.. during da recess went 2 PE department.. =p coz i got 13.69 secs in 100M result.. =p cher wanna choose representatives for 4×100M relay.. invitation competition frm st.george.. during da afternoon hafta go run.. =p erm.. after dat.. go bck classes then malay classes… head of department came to supervise cikgu yahya teachin.. =p every1 is sooo quiet~ really nice.. bt nt when u thought dat is 2 fake n juz bcoz ther superviser… anyway… when cher ask us 2 discuz… here the noise is returned~ haha… then erm… lunch break lo~

well.. after skol… stayz in classroom 2 tok.. wif tingz… a while nia.. coz many ppl 2 tok 2.. anwya.. i wanted 2 find a time 2 tok wif tingz.. hope cn help her.. =).. then she left.. n rasidah come find me 2.. n thers lotta other stories… thers a prob nw… i m nt really involved.. bt most of those who r invloves…. r my frenz n bez frenz.. almost all of those involved r my frenz.. so i wanted 2 help.. hope i could.. sigh.. anyway… nt 2 mention ther here.. coz its better nt 2 reveal 2 da public.. anyway.. after dat… i went down 2 put my bag at da bench ther… n chat awhle wif buddies in B class.. n then realized its 3.15 liao.. so went 2 darussalam hall for da running thingy… well.. guess wat?? damn surpirse 2 found dat only 3 person goin!! omg.. every1 soooo "bu gei lian".. toink~ upon reachin.. tcher mai as me 2 run 10 rounds in da hall..-.-" bo bian… juz run lo~ my stamina grew i guess.. =p run non stop eh~ ahah ^^ then get some drinks n starts runnin… i m wearin my reabox basketball shoes.. so cnt really run using dat shoes.. so i decide 2 run bare feet.. although i noe i will hurt my toes.. juz wanna c if i gt improve.. n guess wat? da road is so hot.. n then my head dizzy coz sun 2 hot.. then sien.. so nt in da situation.. my result is 14sec something.. close 2 14 secs.. bt scks.. urgh.. n guess wat? i hafta crawl bck 2 classroom coz 4 out of 10 of my toes r de-skinned.. the skins gone.. n 4 of da toes r bleeding… sigh.. manage 2 reach classroom at almost 4.. toinK~ then shir help me 2 put up some bandages.. thank u! ahha… n sy for my smelly feet~ = p then ply poker wif em lo~ then tony n foo come find me.. i follow foo 2 basketball courtz lo~ ^^ n guess wat! all my buddies n bez frenz is plyin ther! urgh.. shudnt go run.. so i cant ply ball coz hurt.. so juz shooting.. n shoot liek shit lagi.. coz cant jump.. n hafta walk like wat.. swing frm here 2 ther.. ee chiann will call me "paika" again…. man.. so rare da chance of plyin ball wif foo n kelvin n all buddies bt i hurt my leg? s2pid.. -.-" anyway.. after adt go home lo.. then upon reachin go bathin then callin a fren.. 2 chat wif her… ^^ i will try 2 help out ya on da prob k? happy on da journey~ ^^ then at nitez on9 lo~ bt dunno y.. v tired.. so sleep at 9 something….

ok.. 2day mornin.. woke up at 7.. then decide nt 2 go skol.. coz leg hurt.. cant ply.. =p so on9~ ahah.. met chee ta n osverton n yeeteng on9.. chattin n learnin PS n creatin graphix lo~ ^^ on9 till afternoon~ did some undone hmwk~ n chattin wif osverton chung sun n eteng n cheetah n yeeteng n weihon lol… =p then watch tv.. n sleep awhile..haha ^^ then woke up.. eatin.. n upload graphix.. dats all for da 2 dayz~ ahha.. gtg~ bro wanna use pc~ cya~ n comm3ntz~ ^^ tata~

well… juz done something for a fren.. n watchin a great action mov.. really cool 1! ^^ lotta shootings n fightin stuntz haha.. ^^ well.. 2day mornin.. 1st time really depress n in bad moodz since dat nitez.. y? well.. blaim myself.. for accidentally scold a fren.. wif a rude wordz.. oh well.. even myself think its 2 damn rude.. they arent blaimin me.. bt i blaim myself.. -.-" toink~ well.. some wat i m afraid she hates me nw.. bt i guess nt.. when i saw her bye 2 me when i bumped into her when she is about 2 leave da classroom by 3… then afternoon juz hang around skol.. rainin.. sien.. cant ply ballz… many ppl in classroom.. so dun feel like stayin inside.. planned 2 go for hikin.. bt no 1 wana go.. -.-" at 5 go supa save wif mom.. bumped into tcher guan n li ping.. well.. thers sumting wif liping i assume.. she seems 2 be in a depression of life 2.. like me? n lotta otherz.. sigh.. y every1s life since 2 be in difficult since we r at form 4? urgh.. anyway.. juz hope every1s would get well soon~ i wanna spread luv.. ^^ bt spreadin it is against my styles of ‘enemify’ every single b* i met.. hhaa.. so gonna get a solution for dat~ oh well.. i m tokin crap.. ahah.. its normal if ya cant understand wtf m i tokin~ =p oh well.. gtg nw.. cant really go into details bout wat i shud n wan 2 say.. haha.. maybe nex time? ^^ cya ppl~ tata~ nitezz zzz zz zz …. ( another new graphix added.. not name editing.. juz a spiral thingy similar 2 da light rayz.. ahha.. done it when i m 2 boring.. =p n dun haf much idea for a name edit =P)… check it out!^^ ch33rz~

juz nw mom wanna use pc…so boring… went 2 do hmwk.. bt cant do much.. coz didnt bring any tx book home..-.-" juz finish a malay… then nth 2 do… watchin tv… watched " westside stolry ".. channel 38… well… wat can i say? nw my head is full of thoughts liao….

"westside story"…watched some of it laz yr.. when it is juz released… rented da tape.. n watched wif soon ket… haha….  well.. watchin this drama remind me bout "our" paz again… coz laz yr… when we r still 2gether… all the luv mov/drama.. i connected it 2 me n her… haha… weird huh? i luv da drama.. although it is kinda ‘ li pu’.. when they r fightin.. bt the luv parts really nice n sweet… felt touched n had been imagine all da sweet memories we had laz yr.. when i m watchin it juz nw.. =) the feeling of luv… the weird feeling… its sweet.. bt nt simply sweet… thers different kind of feelings in it… its really special… an one of a kind feeling.. which u will get only frm true luv =)… well.. guess i wouldnt able 2 sleep without thinkin for another 2 hrs later~ haha ^^ i oso luv the theme song of da drama… its sad… n sweet.. n touching… ^^ i luv it… tells wat i wanted 2 let her noe… ^^ well… dats all for nw.. cant really fully describe hw i feel.. haha… i would go into more detail only if i haf more time n haf chinese typing program.. =p haha.. well… wats in my mind nw.. is go n tell her… i luv her… forever…. if i cn… i would… =)

juz came bck frm skol… stayin 2 do my bio hmwk which muz be pass up b4 cher come skol 2molo… well.. actually it only takes me half an hour 2 do the exercises n filez… bt i ply poker wif w3ihon till 4.. haha.. then only i start doin hmwk.. =p well.. haf an hour.. relatively fast.. =p n after dat.. saw da class was in a damn messs.. try 2 clean it up.. bt failed 2 finish since jerry come n wanted 2 close da door.. i did for 20mins.. juz clean some rubbish n empty da small trash cans.. =p well…. i had been in relatively gud mood recently.. =p since da nite… i haf chatted wif her.. ^^ hmmm… 2day mornin nt realy happy… during ass period….  bt gettin better thou~ haha ^^ thanks 2 chee ta? =p yea~ hhaa… hmmm.. thanks 2 tingz.. for givin me da article.. haha ^^ cool 1~ =p well.. i m startin 2 do wateva comes into my mind.. nt goin 2 wait n waste time anymore~ =p ya shud do dat 2~ ahha… ^^ hmmm.. well.. got some weird n tough questions from some ppl~ still struggling on wat shud be ans 2 em.. =S might consult frenz ~ =p well.. dats all for 2day till nw~ =p gonna get 2 my graphix again.. then eatin~ haah.. hope i cn come out wif atleast 1 or 2 names 2day ^^ tata~ cheers every1! ^^

its 1.30am nw.. so late…my eyes is gettin heavier.. bt i dunwan 2 go sleep 1st~ ^^ haha.. 2 gud mood? probably~ i m havina gud/bad mood~ nt 2 gud nor 2 bad~ bt 1 of da bez i could get recently… i mean at nitez… anyway.. i had been a mad arse n created 6 graphix in a day~ ahahah.. check it out~ some of em is kinda cool huh? i m nt sure.. bt i assume dat i improve as u c my 1st production until the laz 1 i haf nw~ comm3ntz plz~ ahhaha http://cyberkid.blogs.friendster.com/photos/_m_y_a_r_t_s_/index.html

guess dats all for nw~ tata~ recently bzy~ blog sunday again if free~ cya~

the feels come again? i dunno.. recently.. numerous no. of sudden depression juz strike me.. i m buzy.. bt yet.. i dunno wat 2 be done 1st.. so unorganize.. felt so helpless n scare… like lost in a jungle.. wher no 1 cn help u.. well. i haf frenz.. luckily.. anyway.. i dunnoe hw 2 share wif them… sigh.. i guess all teenagers haf sch a prob huh? sigh.. i m lost.. sigh.. no target… no meanin… cant find a way.. 2 get myself 2 work.. cant find a target.. for me 2 fight for.. felt so useless.. felt like i m wastin my life.. doin nth.. sigh… somethingz missin frm my life.. something once so important 2 me.. sum1 i assume.. sigh.. n nw.. i cn only laugh.. smile.. ply.. bt i felt so s2pid.. sigh… only when we r laughin or smiling or plyin volley.. we forgot all da probs… may all my frenz in gud mood… all my lost frenz.. share ur thoughtz here.. comm3ntz.. god bless u all… ( sry if this post sounds s2pid n confused… i m in a s2pid mood nw.. so typed s2pid stuffz.. n my eng nt gud.. so the post sound even more.. s2pid.. -.-" sigh…)…